I really have to disappoint thnq. I might not think about boys all the time but I do think about them a lot. I am either hating them, loving them, taking care of them, getting annoyed by them, or hurt by them. And so much more... Guess I am just your regular girl huh.
Actually right now I am on a date quest! Ha ha ha ha ha. Yeah, kind of disappointing really. Most of my friends would think that I don't need men because I act like I don't. At times I do think like that and sometimes I do believe it (especially after heartbreaks. you know the drill!). But some of those who knew another side of me would think otherwise like those who saw me in my most vulnerable state. Yeah, I'm a walking contradiction with schizophrenic tendencies. Hi hi hi hi. Sometimes I could morph into different personalities. But that is another thing all together.
Right now I want to date. I want to check out the dating arena. I mean I still believe in all that crap that "the one" will find you or come your way and you don't need to "find" him. There is nothing wrong if you have fun while he hasn't arrived yet ayt? Besides, there is a possibility that "he" might be the one who will I date next. We shouldn't discount that possibility.
And on this next date I promise that I'll have fun! Lots of it...
Currently feeling: giddy